run for your lives!

Depression, Regression.

2008-10-31T19:57:36Z

from apo.

2008-01-28T03:40:22Z

Leave a comment and I'll reply by answering the following.

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.

I had a weird dream...

2007-04-20T01:42:45Z

about a Scholastican.

How vague. Haha. Speaking of...

I'm joining the bandwagon!
The KULASA SURVEY
During high school I ...

Academics
[1] got a 100 card grade
[2] failed a perio
[3] crammed for a quiz
[4] finished Ibong Adarna
[5] finished Florante & Laura
[6] finished Noli
[7] finished Fili
[8] finished Ibong Mandaragit
[ ] used a gabay for the Noli/Fili
[ ] read a totally different version of the Noli/Fili (other than the one provided)
[9] borrowed textbooks from other classes
[10] lent textbooks to other classes
[11] borrowed a lab gown
[12] lent a lab gown
[ ] failed a subject
[ ] did summer classes
[13] got a merit
[14] got 3rd honor
[ ] got 2nd honor
[ ] got 1st honor
[15] got a line of 7 card grade
[16] passed Chem
[17] passed Physics
[18] had something printed at the Comp. Lab
[19] used a clearbook
[20] used a Jansport backpack
[21] got a make-up test
[22] crammed for a project -- Physics mobile. CLT 'yun, actually.
[23] copied homework
[24] cheated (if I copied homework, that's cheating already right? duh.)
[25] got a 4.0 club grade (all the way baby!)
[26] got declared Best Speaker
[27] got declated Best Debater
[28] was in the Winning Team
[29] enjoyed Geometry
[30] got into the Top 10
[31] recited voluntarily
[32] "shared" in CLE
[ ] did a handwritten lab report
[33] forgot my PE clothes
[34] did not study at all for a test
[ ] made reviewers-- for Physics
[35] borrowed/copied reviewers
[ ] paid someone to do homework/projects for me
[36] borrowed/lent notes
[37] had Sir Rono as a teacher
[38] did homework for one class in another class
[39] flunked an Isidro test (Mr. or Mrs. doesn't matter) (Quizzes count, right?)
[ ] had the MR as my homeroom

SUBTOTAL: 39/50

Discipline
[1] got a green ID
[2] got a blue ID
[3] got sent to the CSF
[4] got a call slip
[5] ate in class
[6] texted in class
[ ] got caught with my phone on
[ ] got a clean record
[ ] was put on probation (DP/SDP)
[ ] got a conduct grade lower than G
[7] got an O conduct grade
[8] got an oral warning
[9] did community service
[ ] turned in something for the lost & found
[10] got back something from the lost & found
[ ] filed a violation
[11] read the handbook
[12] got scolded by the SC
[ ] cut class
[13] came in late for class
[14] got my ID confiscated for ridiculous reasons (eating ketchup along the corridor!)
[15] got yelled at by a teacher

SUBTOTAL: 15/25

Other experiences
[ ] got into a fight with someone from a higher batch
[1] got attacked by higad -- never, weird.
[ ] had a bird shit all over me
[2] sat at the stone tables
[3] danced for the Intrams (haha.)
[ ] played for the Intrams
[4] had a crush on a teacher (haha. may love letter pa nga eh!)
[5] waited on a teacher on the foyer
[6] got into the faculty room (twice!)
[7] bought C2 from school
[8] slept over for Peace Camp
[ ] tried out for Delta Chi
[9] brought a guitar to school (it's still with kri kri! bad kri kri.)
[10] have been to a concert sponsored by the school
[11] went to the prom
[12] watched a volleyball game
[13] watched a basketball game
[ ] switched clubs (never. :) )
[14] was an officer (club officer)
[15] cried in school
[ ] lost a G-tec
[ ] had a serious injury while in school
[16] came to school with a fever
[17] went to SEP
[18] have seen my face on the video presentations/slideshows they do for special occasions

SUBTOTAL: 18/25

TOTAL: 72% High School Kulasa

oh my god nanie you have to see this. hahaha.

2007-01-21T14:47:36Z

Your Stripper Song Is

Closer by Nine Inch Nails

"You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you
You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you
Help me I broke apart my insides, help me I've got no
Soul to tell"

When you dance, it's a little scary - and a lot sexy.

What Song Should You Strip To?

Put gifts in my stocking! (I want a chevrolet spark. haha)

2006-12-21T03:19:25Z

Xmas Stocking

leave a gift for quacketyquack

get your stocking

hmm. is this true?

2006-11-19T15:19:01Z

Guys Think You're Easy to Be With... But Not Easy

You're definitely a flirt - and a good one.
But you also know that you shouldn't make a move on any cute guy who passes by.
You save your seductive moves for someone who already knows the real you.
That way, your sex appeal is just part of the whole package.

Are You Easy?

i'm on the right track then. haha.

2006-11-19T06:41:55Z

Never Date a Libra

Indecisive, flirtatious, and downright deceptive - your Libra will tell you what you want to hear.
Problem is they'll be telling *everyone* what they want to hear.

Instead try dating: Pisces, Taurus, Virgo, or Scorpio

What Sign Shouldn't You Date?

surveys are all i post here, nowadays.

2006-11-10T14:05:03Z

1.Cigarette: last

2. Sex: peach

3.Relationship: worth it

4. Your Last Out of town: can't remember

5. Power rangers: gay pink reunited boys!

6. Marijuana: don't need it

7. Crack: don't need it

8. Food: delight

9. Love: bunny

10. War: cycles

11. Car: for me?

12. Gas Prices: evil

13. Halloween: emily rose

14. Bon Jovi: it's my life, it's now or never!

15. Religion: grounded

16. MySpace: alien

17. Worst fear: uselessness

18. Marriage: deception

19. Fashion: relative

20. Brunettes: hot?

21: Redheads: hotter?

22: Work: i'll sue the world!

23: Pass time: music

24: Football: i'll watch. haha.

25: One night stands: ipanema at eastwood!

26: Pet Peeve: hiccups

27. Pixie Stix: whut?

28. Vanilla Ice Cream: LOVE LOVE LOVE.

29: Porta Potties: convenient

30: High school: best and worst times

31: Pajamas: hot

32. Wood: pecker peck

33. Surfers: shibby!

34. Pictures: bootipul

35. First Love: change

quacketyquack @ 2006-09-22T11:10:00

2006-09-22T03:11:25Z

IF YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST,
I want to know things about you. I don't care if we've never talked, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. I really don't. You are obviously on my list, so let me know with whom I am friends! (Post in comments)

1. Your Middle Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Movie:
5. Favorite Song:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:

HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...

1. Do we know each other outside of Live Journal?
2. Whats your philosophy on life?
3. Would you have my back in a fight?
4. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
5. What is your favorite memory of us?
6. Would you give me a kidney?
7. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
8. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
9. Can we get together and make a cake?
10. Have you heard any rumors of me lately?
11. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?
12. Do you think I'm a good person?
13. Would you drive across country with me?
14. Do you think I'm attractive?
15. If you could change anything about me, would you?
16. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
17. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Happiness

2006-09-09T05:53:22Z

What is it? Is it merely being content with what we have? If that is the case, then how can we be happy if it is in our nature to always want more? Can you say you're happy if there's still something you don't have that you want so so bad?

And how do you know if something is a want or a need? I can tell you right now that I need you, but do I really? I need you, yes, but in what context? To be happy? Or to live?

One can go on living without anyone else, but then what would the point be, if to be happy, he or she needs that someone else?

Maybe happiness is meant to be temporary, ephemeral, short-lived. Maybe happiness is the state of being wherein we feel we could want nothing more. But sooner or later, we find something else to want.

*******

Okay, sorry. I've confused myself and anyone who just read what I wrote above. Haha. Anyway, so much has been happening to me that well, I think my confusion is forgivable. Michelle, we need to talk. And Nanie. And Angeli. And whoever else wants to take part in my chaotic life. I warn you though, you may regret it. Haha. ;)

at 10 months, is this the end? :(

2006-08-18T02:14:23Z

Hide and Seek by Imogen Heap

where are we?
what the hell is going on?
the dust has only just begun to fall
crop circles in the carpet
sinking, feeling

spin me 'round again
and rub my eyes,
this can't be happening
when busy streets amass with people
would stop to hold their heads heavy

hide and seek
trains and sewing machines
all those years
they were here first

oily marks appear on walls
where pleasure moments hung before the take over,
the sweeping insensitivity of this still life

hide and seek
trains and sewing machines (you won't catch me around here)
blood and tears
they were here first

mmm what'dcha say,
mmm that you only meant well?
well of course you did
mmm what'dcha say,
mmm that's all for the best?
of course it is
emmm what'dcha say?
mmm that it's just what we need
you decided this
mmmm what'dcha say?
mmm what did she say?

ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
midsweet talk, newspaper word cut outs
speak no feeling
no, i don't believe you
you don't care a bit,
you don't care a bit

(hide and seek)
ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
midsweet talk, newspaper word cut outs

(hide and seek)
speak no feeling
no, I don't believe you
you don't care a bit,
you don't care a bit

(hide and seek)
oh no, you don't care a bit
oh no, you don't care a bit

(hide and seek)
oh no, you don't care a bit
you don't care a bit
you don't care a bit

About to blow... in more ways than one.

2006-08-12T02:30:33Z

Yesterday, I got back the results for my midterms in english 12. Not bad, but I need to do better. I want an uno dammit.

Also got back my biology 1 long quiz. All I can say is,,, fuck it. Haha. I made a bet with my friend, if I scored higher than him, I'd buy him a shot later at the acquaintace party. But if he scored higher, he'd libre me. I thought it was in the bag that I'd get a free shot because he graduated from quezon city science. Well, turns out I got higher. Amazing. But still, it was a LOW SCORE. So so stupid. Anyway.

My class after bio was cancelled, so I went home to shower before going over to Phoebe's place. We celebrated Jo's birthday, which was two weeks ago. Haha.

In the beginning it was kind of dull, but we had "icebreakers" at hand, so things became more... interesting. Man. Emotions, eruptions, explosions. Oh yeah let's all climax together baby. Hold each other through it all. What a party.

So I ended up not going to my second party for the night, the one for UP Underground, because my mom fell asleep and fetched me from Phoebe's at past 12 already. What a shame.

Nevertheless, I'm glad I stayed late at Phoebe's. In fact, I wish I'd stayed later. Phoebe was a great first-time host. And there will be other times, right Phoebe my SSLF? Haha.

I feel numb.

2006-08-09T04:26:55Z

I don't know how I'm supposed to feel anymore. I don't know if I'm tired. I don't know if I've given up. I don't know if I'm okay. I don't know if I can forget you.

It's been so hard for me. Just because I'm not texting you, doesn't mean I don't miss you like hell. Just because I'm pissy sometimes, doesn't mean I haven't changed. I have. Give me the chance to show you.

But then... you just revealed to me that you don't know if YOU yourself can change. I don't know how to feel about that. I don't know if, knowing that fact, if we get back together, I won't end up leaving anyway, because the pain would be too much to handle. I wish you'd at least try, for us.

I promised you I'd stay as long as the love does.

That's why I'm still here.

Are you?

My evil twin (actually i'm the evil one)

2006-08-07T11:42:06Z

Today was fun. Yay. Except for the fact that I didn't get to share any of it with YOU. I miss you...

One big ANYWAY.

After my class I had lunch with Nikki and Angeli. Barbecue. Mmm.

So I have a new phone, Nokia 6233. It's beautiful. Haha. And it means I have new pictures in my "me" folder. Because I am vain. Yeah.

I plan to make a new folder here entitled "The UP Experience," to convince all you HS Seniors to come on in! As soon as I have enough pictures. Alright!

After lunch, I hung out with Up Underground people. I love them. A friendly lot. They're cool. Aaand...

Yet another person told me I look like Mong of Chicosci and Sandwich. Should I take that to be good? I don't know, really. Hmm. Means I still look like a boy. Is that a good thing? Haha. Well supposedly Mong is hot. Therefore... nothing. Haha.

UP is love.

UPCAT: today and tomorrow

2006-08-05T06:56:39Z

good luck to all those taking the test!

i hope lots of st. scho people get in.

woohoo!

seniors, UP is fun! come on come on in. haha.

so true.

2006-07-29T01:26:08Z

got this animal test from http://naucon.net/misc/tests/love_test01.htm

1. You are attracted to those who have split personality, like cold
as ice on the outside, but hot as fire in the heart.

2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistible is straight-forward, just tell you he/she
loves you.

3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is loyal,
faithful, never change.

4. What you hate most in your partner is that the person is
ruthless, cold-blooded, and/or ironic.

5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is one that you care not only about the present but
also the future with your partner, a long-lasting relationship
that you can grow with.

6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.

7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married,
you'll treasure it and your partner very much.

8. At this moment, you think of love as a commitment for both parties.

"live from this and you won't look back."

2006-07-26T04:15:30Z

i love stars.

as in the band.

complements my mood very well.

anyone up for a party?

vamonos!

p.s. i'm about to finish watching the OC season 3. who wants to know what happens? mwahahaha!

so i have decided to actually use my multiply

2006-07-15T13:39:31Z

finally, my multiply has pictures. yay. view them. add me. let's mutiply. yeah.

shootingdownether.multiply.com

i died last night

2006-07-15T11:11:47Z

Bono Padilla (7/15/2006 4:40:00 PM):

martoo: hinde naman hahaha! dami din sobrang nalasing eh
martoo: there was this girl
martoo: her name is roanne
martoo: from stscho

Bono Pad: yeah i know her
Bono Pad: nalasing
Bono Pad: ?

martoo: sobra talaga
martoo: cuz we made this really really solid drink
martoo: kaso when you try it sobrang sarap parang no alcohol

Bono Pad: sarap naman nun
Bono Pad: gusto ko nun!
Bono Pad: di matapang?

martoo: kaso yun linagay namin dun isang buong bottle of the big tanduay and kosak vodka
martoo: its not matapang sa lasa
martoo: kaso sa ulo
martoo: aray

Bono Pad: i like that

martoo: she had 7 of those
martoo: na glass

Bono Pad: damn

martoo: then she couldnt walk na

Bono Pad: hehehehe

-----

who the hell is martoo? he spelled my name wrong. anyway, so "she couldnt walk na" is a big understatement. i fell. i died. they carried me out and put me down on the grass. i threw up. they changed my shirt. i threw up again. all the titos and titas saw. one tita said, "been there, done that." haha.

thank you to everyone who helped carry me, change me, etc. now you guys, are friends.

i really wanted to get drunk, but not enough to throw up. fuck man, i still wanted to dance! haha. i was drinking to forget. i'm kind of depressed right now, see. and i didn't think one could get drunk on punch. that was no ordinary punch. so i'm sure i had 7 glasses, maybe more. i stopped counting.

my mom fetched me. i was out cold. haha. then at home, i started crying. as in bawling. as in fuck my world has ended. sure felt like it. damn YOU. i was so miserable. my mom held me as i cried, and she seemed to know what i was crying about, in that weird way that mothers just know.

then in the morning, i was greeted by the worst hang-over ever. threw up again, twice. then YOU sent me a message, getting mad at me for getting drunk. lovely.

so, let's all just laugh about this, eh?

what i have learned in college

2006-07-11T11:38:00Z

ENGLISH 11

some teachers will just never remember your name.

ENGLISH 12

love is purely physical. love equals sex.

BIOLOGY 1

there is a prof in UP who is a boy version of st. scho's ms ungson, complete with the "hmm?"

KASAYSAYAN 1

there is a prof in UP who is a (real) boy version of st scho's ms cabral (they look alike).

SPANISH 10

puñeta in spanish means i'll hit you. if used in south america, it means masturbation.

so it was my birthday yesterday

2006-07-10T12:28:36Z

FIRST REAL BEST FRIEND?
nikki

FIRST SCHOOL:
child learning center

FIRST CELL PHONE:
nokia 3210

FIRST FUNERAL:
my lola's

FIRST PET:
a fish

FIRST BIG TRIP:
australia

FIRST FLIGHT:
don't remember

FIRST CELEBRITY CRUSH:
clint moffat

FIRST JOB:
white hair remover

EVERYONE HAS THEIR LAST:
huh.

LAST CAR RIDE:
earlier

LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:
don't remember

LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED:
superman

LAST FOOD YOU ATE:
pasta

LAST ITEM BOUGHT:
stored value lrt card

LAST SHIRT WORN:
serenity shirt from people

LAST TEXT MESSAGE RECIEVED:
"ikaw." from kate

LAST THING YOU TOUCHED:
keyboard

LAST TIME AT THE MALL:
yesterday

LAST TIME YOU WERE EXCITED FOR SOMETHING:
this morning, 10-11:30

LAST PERSON YOU SAW:
jica

LAST TIME YOU WERE REALLY HONESTLY HAPPY?
this morning 10-11:30

the UP life (hug me please!)

2006-06-25T07:02:43Z

*HUGS* TOTAL!
give ro-an more *HUGS*

Get hugs of your own

hello again world. i'm back.

so, how is UP? it's fun! i know there's supposed to be some sort of culture shock that comes with the first week in UP, but so far, i'm not feeling it. i'm meeting so many people from the province! most are in dorms. lucky.. so far, the friendliest people are gay. surprise surprise. i want more gay friends! so fun. haha.

my profs aren't that great, but not totally horrible either. what's really cool about UP is the environment, and the students. like in my english 11 class, everyone is reciting! and everyone has interesting, intelligent answers to give. it's wonderful. i love it.

the campus is beautiful. so many trees. i love walking early in the morning, before my 8:30 class. i love looking at the crushed flowers on the sidewalk, orange and yellow and red merging together, smelling of dew and nature and rain. there's a certain comfort in walking alone on campus, just immersing myself in everything my senses can take in.

iba talaga ang UP.

ah. those days.

2006-05-13T16:25:39Z

aaw, i remember when the class used to think the name of this vodka was toska, because that's what it sounded like in the radio advertisement. ka-te said whenever she hears the ad, she's reminded of me, because it sounds like rosa. so in the tune of the ad, the class would go, rosa vodka spirit of russia! haha.

memories like this make me really sad that i've graduated.

Name: ro-an
Siblings: two lovely girls
Brothers: kitt (close enough to be one)
Sisters: melay and jica
Eye color: brown? black
Shoe size: six
Height: i don't want to know. please. haha.
Innie or Outie: innie
What are you wearing right now? big t-shirt and shorts
Where do you live? makati
Righty or lefty: righty
First place to go for a date: movie
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Favorites...
Number: 243? haha. 18.
Boy's Name: joshua
Girl's Name: sam
Drink: pineapple lychee shake. for now.
Month: october
Juice: orange
Breakfast: corned beef
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Have You Ever...
Smoked: yeah
Bungee jumped: no
Made yourself throw-up: no
Gone skinny dipping: no
Broken a bone: no
played Truth or Dare: yeah
Been in a police car: no
Been on a plane: yeah
Came close to dying: literally? no
Been in a sauna: no
Been in a hot tub: yeah
Swam in the ocean: yeah
Fallen asleep in school: hi mrs. sigue. haha.
Broken someone's heart: hope not
Cried when someone died: no
Cried in school: yes
Fell off your chair: yes
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: no
Saved AIM conversation: yes
Saved e-mails: yes
Made out with just a friend: no
Been cheated on: hope not
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What is...
What's your room like: full of my sister's things. she's taken over.
What is beside you: an owl
What is the last thing you ate: vanilla ice cream
What kind of shampoo do you use: summer fresh! haha.
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Ever Had...
Chicken pox: yes
Sore throat: yes
Stitches: no
Broken nose: nope
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Do You...
Believe in love at first sight: i don't know. sometimes.
Like picnics: yes
Like school: yes
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Questions:
Who was the last person you called? phoebe
Who makes you smile: people who love me. haha.
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Who...
Did you last yell at: i don't remember
Broke your heart: no one
Told you they loved you?: lots of people. yay.
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Do you like filling these out?: yeah
Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?: glasses, but they're broken right now.
Do you like yourself: i love myself
Do you get along with your family: sometimes
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What are you listening to right now: monday by jon brion
What did you do last night: went to mian's party
What did you do yesterday?: went to orchestra practice.. and mian's party
Hated someone in your family: no
What car do you wish to have? any car with a good aircon and radio
Where do you want to get married: uh.. anywhere.
Good driver: doubt it. i have no sense of direction.
Good singer: hell no
Diamond or pearl: diamond
Are you the oldest?: no
Indoor or outdoor: indoor
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Today did you...
1. Talk to someone you liked: yeah
2. Buy something: yeah
3. Got sick: nope
4. Sing: yeah
8. Talked to an ex: not applicable!
9. Miss someone: yeah
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Last person who...
10. Was in your bed?: shibby!
11. Saw you cry: ka-te. but she doesn't remember. haha.
12. Made you cry: ka-te
13. Went to the movies with: i don't remember.
14. You went to the mall with: ka-te and phoebe
16. Ever been in a fight with your pet: not applicable
17. Been to California: no
18. Been to Mexico: no
19. Been to Canada: no. but i want to go there!
20. Been to Africa: no. and no thanks. haha.
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Random....
21. Do you have a crush on someone: sort of
22. What books are you reading now: american gods by neil gaiman
23. Best feeling in the world: cleaning my ears. and love.
24. Future KIDS names: juancho mando dando joaquin, and kudarat bustamante
25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? no
26. What's under your bed: my hot hot lover
27. Favorite sport to watch: racing! haha
28. Favorite location?: home
29. Piercing/Tattoos: just my ears
30. Who do you really hate? no one
31. Do you have a job? no, but i want one. scrap that, i need one!
32.Have you ever liked someone you didn't have a chance with? yes
33. Are you lonely right now? no
34. Song that's stuck in your head right now: tarzan song
35. Have you ever played strip poker: no
36. Have you ever been in a mosh-pit: no
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Random...
What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? height. haha.
Your Favorite Food? adobo. haha. chicken!
Have you ever cried for no reason? no
Hugs or kisses? both
Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn? butter
Favorite Flower? roses. only because it's my name. haha.
Have you ever fired a gun? no
Do you like to travel by plane as opposed to car? no
How many pillows do you sleep with? three

life is beautiful.

2006-05-11T03:09:33Z

Now here are the rules:
Leave a comment on this entry if you want to be given your own letter. Once you have it, post 10 things starting with that letter, and explain their significance to you.

i got the letter R, from alena!

1. ro-an. because that is my name. getting the spelling right is essential. spell it right, and automatically you become one of my favorite people.

2. reader's digest. i like reading that to feel intellectual. it makes me feel that i actually care about what's going on around me. preferable to newspapers, which make my nose itch.

3. rome. i want to go there someday. i want to visit all the magnificent chapels and art museums. if i'm rich enough, i might not come back. haha.

4. rolex. because i want a watch.

5. reese's. one of my favorite chocolates. but nothing beats toblerone.

6. red underwear. i find this extremely hot and seductive. haha.

7. red violin. i will absolutely love you if you find me a copy of this movie. i've been looking for it everywhere, but it's pretty old, so no luck so far.

8. resin. it's the substance that you rub against the bow of the violin so that the violin will sound when played. the smell of it is one of my favorite smells in the world.

9. rilke. an amazing writer.

10. rough. because i like it rough. go figure.

happy birthday phoebe and chachi!

2006-05-05T14:34:31Z

last night i went to phoebe's and chachi's party, at temple. i had a great time, a lot of 4-c people who i've missed a lot were there. in crowds i'm usually the one who sits quietly, smiling and laughing at the right moments, sometimes saying something, but usually just listening to others talk. i missed listening to my classmates talking about american top model and other shows that i only vaguely recognize. my first drink was sex on the beach. i remember it especially because it actually tasted better than i expected; my classmates, who generally don't drink alcohol, agreed that it was yummy. after that i think i had three shots. and a lot of water.

it was funny toward the latter part of the evening, when people started getting drunk. mian passed out. but before that, she ruined my blouse by snapping one strap off. haha. chachi was drunk too. she was raving over her gifts or something.

we danced. at everyone's insistence, i was forced to once again show my version of hot dancing. no friends, it was not a pretty sight. i plead drunkenness (but really, i was still sober). then i started to get a little tipsy, and did stuff i choose not to divulge to the world because i fear for those whose innocent minds are still intact. haha.

in a nutshell, the party was a blast.

jaja, me, jo

tin, ka-te, madon

dongca, krisha, rashy, zaela

ka-te, me

tin, jaja, michelle, birthday girls chachi and phoebe!